I love "The English", because the word fag is referring to a cigarette, not a person with gender issues.
I don't know why, but I want a smoke, and I am almost "Jones-ING" to a point where I want to go out and buy a pack and light up.
At the current moment I think this will pass, and I know many of you who are still reading my blog are going.. "Holy Crap!! This Mormon want's a smoke!" or "Golly Gee, this fella swears.. Mama, you better get the youngins away from this devil computer system or devil (site/blog/etc)"
Then again, I suppose it's not just Mormons, perhaps the Catholics & other hard core religious groups are responding the same way.
I'm a person, just the same as everyone else, and more importantly, I recognize my unworthiness before God.
When you have that insight, and you think about it, you tend to live differently. With bipolar its harder to control your attitude & manners, but I believe growing up Mormon has made a difference how I handle myself when I'm manic.
Now that I'm getting back to my normal hot body temperature, I'm feeling a bit more normal. My hip hurts like hell, so now I'm going to take my pain killer.
My previous post, I mentioned a bit of an emotional need for a pain pill... I don't feel a need for it that way now that the pain is kicking my ass again.
Same goes for the smokes.. I think whatever is going on, is leaving my system or emotional state now.
Helps when the boss comes to you and goes... "Hey, where's that stuff you worked on last week?"
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