Just do it?

WTF is that supposed to actually mean to a depressed guy?

It's like those moron friends & associates that come up to you and say "You just got to stop being so depressed".

Well, STFU!

I'm a bit blue again this morning/early afternoon. I also have a bit of a headache coming on.

I finally had some Caffiene and a pain pill.

I should be buzzing pretty soon, maybe not.

Hell, I dunno.

I should take sometime and spend it writing & typing my stories into the computer, so that I can start to submit them.

I dunno why I don't use a computer directly, but I feel more at home with my fountain pen and a pad of paper.

That's how I used to write 20 years ago in high school.

Anyone ever feel that they want to revisit those years again? Not me, really.. Well, I'd like to find my old friends again and get some sort of support system setup with them again.

Without their knowing it... Hell, I had an ex girlfriend that I remained good friends with after we broke up.

I doubt she'll want to chat with me, because she felt that my brother(s) used her just for tongue. I didn't... I genuinely miss her as the friend she was.

Oh well, I'm married and Ellie is a good friend, but there are times that I want to talk and vent, and all she can do is try to "fix" things.

Drives me up the freakin' wall.

Well, I'm starting to feel better, the pain pill is kicking in and the headache pain is going away now.