Watch out captain! We're going down....

Shit, do I feel like I'm starting to fall!

Damn...

I hope I don't crash out into a depression, which is probably what will happen to me.

Fuck.

My leg was in pain, so I took one of the faster acting pain pills, and it should go away soon.

I also went out and lifted weights for about 5 minutes or so.

The other day I did some lifting and a few days later I finally feel like I've lifted weights.

I don't know why I don't get the sensations until several days after.

Well, I hope that what I just did will help build up on top of what I'm feeling now so that way I can finally start to build up break through muscle.

I really need to start getting my muscles stronger and bigger so that way I hope, it'll help me get rid of all the fat that I'm carrying now.

I don't know if it'll work, but damn, I'm trying.

shit... I'm not really down, but I feel like I'm slowing down and getting ready to come to a stop.