It's no wonder why it's called "stool"

Feels like I just crapped out a leg or two of one...

Need to get some fiber or laxatives..

Holy moley.

It's been a.pretty good day so far.

Been fighting a background headache most of the day. Darn thing is probably a withdrawal headache from not hardly using my old pain med.

I've survived worse pain, but this one is not going away.

I've felt a little on the emotional edge today but have been able to hold on.

One thing that's bugging me is that I keep having flashbacks of things I've done or dreamed... Why is that?

Why now?

What purpose does this serve me???


I'm not talking about remembering something... This has been more like a full "virtual" experience... I can recall full scenes like hitting replay on a home movie. I feel the terror or pain or joy of what had happened of experienced in a dream.

I don't have any control over what I experience.. It just happens and I'm not always certain how much time that I get "stuck" in one.

An example would be while just watching a movie tonight, a small scene was on the screen of a house that looked like something I dreamed of years ago. The whole dream resurfaced...

It's not that flashbacks of life/dreams is alarming, but it's the frequency that it happens. It's happening a lot more these days.