The love continues....

I guess you might as well gag with the outpouring of my love towards Ellie.

It's just that I do, and I feel that all husbands should treat and adore their wives as much or more than I do Ellie.

Ellie and I talked about the future relationships of the Misses.

I didn't want to brag how good/great I was..

Yet, Ellie agreed it would be great if they could both find men who adored and treated as I do Ellie.

We moved onto times in our decade + relationship where we didn't feel as loved as we should have.

I know that Ellie felt like that and I felt that too.

Over the past few weeks, I decided that I wanted to spend more time with Ellie, not for the purpose of intimacy.

Our intimacy sessions didn't start coming for several days or so after I decided that I needed to spend more time with her.

I did marry Ellie.

I decided that she was who I wanted to spend my entire life with.

So, why shouldn't I want to continue spending as much time with her as I could?

Sometimes, I only want to be in the same room as Ellie, or just to touch her by holding hands.

Maybe I'm insecure....

I have told her that she's my emotional anchor and that she holds me to reality.

Bottom line?

We still love each other and will continue to loving each other.