What an interesting past 6+ hours!
Right now, I'm trying to work still, but I am having distraction problems for several reasons.
Since waking up around 1-2 AM, after going to bed after 11:00 PM (2300 hours), I've almost always been constantly aroused!
I mean, every time I woke up to go to the bathroom, I was ready to go!
After using the bathroom, I was still ready to go!
What's difficult, is that I would've woken Ellie up to deal with morning wood.
Ellie had a hard time sleeping last night, and when I was getting into bed, I kept shaking the bed a bit, by fluffing up my pillow, searching for some more covers, and finally getting my heating pad out to heat me up.. (I was feeling cold.)
Even right now... I'm still aroused... It's a bit of a strange feeling for me these days, although.. when I think back over the years, it's happened quite a bit.
Now, I believe I know why I'm in this state today...
- I didn't take my Zyprexa last night.
- Or I'm going into an extreme manic state.
If I don't sleep tonight, then I know I'm going manic...
I just hope I don't fall into depression!
Damn...I feel all jittery...
Not in the shaky, jittery way, but really excited like I'm going to bounce off the walls!
I'm George Nelson and I feel 10 feet tall!
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