Something is wrong and I cannot figure it out... SQUIRREL!

Right now...

I should be working!

I cannot seem to focus more than for a few minutes to look at something and get it started...

I'm having a hard time trying to fully return what I started.. so it sits open and ready to, but I'm unable to get going with it.

The freaking shrink wants to put me onto an SSRI to help with my focus, but those damn things make me feel like I'm a plexiglass tank.. not to mention... At night when I'm sleeping I have to have take massive leaks.  I mean.. I need to pee so much that I'm better off sitting down like a girl so that I don't fall back to sleep waiting for the urine to finish its last journey out the piss pipe.

FUCK!

Just a little bit ago... 

• I started to edit a document for work...
• Then I popped over here to write this entry...
• Then I went back to the document and completely forgot about this entry.
• Now I'm here again, and I'm not editing the document again.

Dang it!

I need to finish screwing around here, and get back to work...

I don't want to lose information from either process right now.

It's important to document this stuff, but I also need to work.

When I'm in these states, I want to wander around...  Do anything but what I'm doing.

In these states:

• If I go to watch a movie I cannot always seem to sit still.
• I feel the need to do something else... 
• Or do something else at the same time.

Dammit again!

I went to the other document and added some lines... now I'm here again!

I need some help, but I don't know how to get it... or what to say to get it...

Truly I feel FUBAR!