Shit's going to hit the fan.

Today started pretty good.

I awoke on my own, feeling pretty rested, but my mouth felt like the hamster slept in there.

Last night, I cuddled with my wife, and then fell to sleep without putting my CPAP mask on, so I slept without the forced air coming at me.

I showered & shaved today, before work even.

Whilst getting started another guy on my team pings me for the boss, telling me that our team was safe from any company cuts, but that cuts were going to happen company wide on Monday.

I pinged a buddy of mine in another team, and he said that a site wide meeting at another one of the company sites was going on.

What it means, is that shit's going to hit the fan come Monday, and it's not going to be pretty.

My arthritis hurts like hell, again, today, and I would really like to stop the pain.

Amy told me that I should see the orthopedic guys again and see if there's anything else that can be done... Perhaps more cortisone?   I dunno.

It's just painful most of the time anymore.

I don't know what to do about the pain anymore, except to take more pain killers and not walk on the darn thing.

Yesterday, perhaps in a bit of a manic state, I went to the library for some books about Bipolar disorder... I know that I have it, but I wanted to find out how bad, and what else can be done.

My weight gain is mostly what's driving me to find out more, as I don't know if I can handle the medication if it's making me gain a lot of weight.

I'm thinking about working from the office tomorrow, and I really hope that I do go into the office tomorrow.  If anything, at least I can get my doughnut(s). :)