I love my in-laws like my own family.
Yesterday, before the dance recital I realized I was getting into some sort of snit/episode.
I took a Xanax and since my leg hurt like hell I took some pain killers.
Things went well and I think what got me started was that I wanted to work on a project but knew deep down that my family was going to call me an hour or two after they left.
This all happened just as I thought... So I watched a movie while waiting for the call that did come just about when I predicted it.
Today I'm not certain WTF is up. I slept later, didn't go to church... I did watch, for the first time, most of a Catholic mass, which I thought of as very repetitive and extremely dry compared to my own church.
Currently, I feel like I might have a manic episode coming on, and I don't know if I'm going to be able to sleep.
Well, I'll keep trying to sleep, but I don't think I'll really be successful at this point.
Ellie and the kids are outside right now picking strawberries sometime around 9:30 PM.
Dang northern summers, make for this crazy ass work to go on longer.
Ellie would probably have me out there too, if I didn't have to work tomorrow.
I just don't know wtf is going on... Hopefully I'll know.
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