WTF do I get to hurt so much?

My knees hurt like hell right now, and I haven't done much on them except walk down the block a few times yesterday.

My right knee is really painful and I'm in a I don't give a shit state.

I was born under a wandering star... - Paint Your Wagon

I've no idea why I thought about that song, except that it's playing in WinAmp now.

I suppose what I think about is that it would be nice to be able to wander around from place to place without much trouble doing so.

There are days that I wish I had the knees & body to be able to do things like wander from place to place.

It'd be fitting for someone who gets awfully melancholy like I do.

Perhaps that's why there are so many people with mental illness who are homeless, as they just want to wander from place to place.

Well, this doesn't help my knee stop hurting as I would really like to even just cut them off and go around on stumps.  Maybe not.. I dunno.  I'm just tired of the fucking pain.

Who isn't tired of pain!?

Why are you reading this instead of doing something more productive?

Hell, I dunno why I'm doing this very much anymore these days.

It's not like anyone ever comments on the shit I write anymore...