This was the first day that I really questioned that there was something else wrong with me other than "depression".
The doctors all treated me for depression, which is a symptom for Bipolar Disorder.
Bipolar being a disorder where I person swaps one mood state for another in often extremes.
Swaps from being elated, euphoric, happy, and manic to "normal" or slipping into depression at the same "speed".
I highlight the word speed because it's how I feel when it happens.
In a manic state going 100 miles an hour in an elated state, then dropping into a depressed state still going 100 miles an hour... but in a depressed state of misery, without any sort of way to stop it.
I'm really glad I found those videos...
They saved my life.
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