I remember feeling ill most of the day and not doing really anything for work.
While I was going through the news feeds & videos, I somehow got linked to a video log channel from a gal in her late 20's with Bipolar disease. (That's actually how I wrote it that day.)
I sat there for the rest of the day watching her video entries. At first I was attached by her face, but then the need to watch, learn and understand took over.
Do I suffer from Bipolar Disorder?
I searched out quizzes & symptoms. The quizzes said that I was very likely. The symptoms weren't as much.
Maybe that's why I get so many things done sometimes? I get into a mania. I've felt various times of depression after frantically working like hell.
Whether the work was for work or Christmas presents or whatever.
I have often felt that I wasn't always running around with my hair on fire, I wasn't happy. Usually those were the times I was most depressed.
Ellie does a good job keeping me busy, but there are days that I feel she's a task master, not happy until I'm almost dead from work.
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