I tried snorting come coke once, but the ice cube stuck in my nose

I originally thought that doing the bills was sobering.

It really was...

But...

I feel the possible mania hitting me hard again...  Stereotypically, bipolar people spend too much when in a manic mood.

I'm not going to go out purposely and spend..  I just won't be surprised when it happens.

Ellie actually over spends more than I do... A lot more.

If the mood hits me again... I'll have that tattoo... Maybe two... Or whatever can be done in an hour...

After all...

Just to get through the mania...

Money doesn't matter...

Just doing something that's unusual and impulsive is what I/we normally do.