It feels like my communication/hold on the bipolar world has been completely severed.
Today, I woke up initially just fine, no headaches, nor major knee pain.
Gradually today, I got pain in the right side of my head and it's getting worse.
My oldest daughter is a bit of a disappointment to me right now.
I'm working, and she often pops in to see if I need anything, or to tell me what she's going to do.
It's distracting and irritating.
I wish that she would just get her ass out of bed and get moving...
Right now it's just after noon, and she hasn't dressed or left the house yet looking for work.
My youngest daughter got into trouble this morning so bad, that the big wooden spoon was brought out.
She's been sulking really badly recently, and it's been pissing Ellie and I both off really badly due to her bad respect towards us. Especially towards Ellie.
In fact the punishment got so bad, she's been banned from watching TV/Movies/etc for 4 weeks. Also she cannot read her books after being sent to bed.
I want to say, "Serves her right".. and it does, but I don't want to make it appear that I have cruel thoughts towards my children.
Currently, I'm in a meeting with our team, and I think after it's over I'm going to use some Oxygen to see if it'll help get rid of the headache, but it's not guaranteed... I might need to contact the doctor again... but I don't see that things will change much from where they are.
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